Baby Food

Zoe eats like a champ...we call her "baby bird." When she's ready for another bite, she opens really wide. It's amazing. She's gone from unsure of how to eat from a spoon to eating like she's been doing it forever!

Right now, I'm wrestling with the difficult prospect of having to stop breastfeeding. It seems almost as though it's doomed to happen. Things are working against me at every possible turn, and I can't imagine how I'm going to handle it if it does happen! At least I am not uncomfortable with formula like I was with Daniel. If she has to have it, then she has to have it. I hate feeling like this. I hate feeling guilty, and I hate feeling horrible about it. I just really want to be Ok with everything, and not be dreading feeling as though I've let her down. I'm praying and praying to make it just four short months more....then everything will be OK. She'll be perfect, she'll be a year (OH MY WORD!!!!) and I'll be close to graduation. I'm looking forward to it. I just pray I make it....with room to spare!